My two cents on Praise and Lament

Every time I open social media platforms, they tend to be filled with people showcasing their success, achievements, praise and thankfulness. It’s a world that’s filled with being grateful, and yet rings of boasting. Of boasting or perhaps trying to prove (perhaps to themselves) that yes, they have worth, and they need approval, likes and comments. Validation and affirmation through the collection of hearts. Its’ both inspiring and overwhelming at times, a scrolling of sugar overdose. 

And so, one thing I lack to witness online is people sharing their not-so-successful feats. Their trails or dejections, I seldom come across such posts. Social media at times appear to be a curated filtered arena of a feel-good bed of roses, a candy-coloured plastic world devoid of the complete human emotions of both good and bad because it appears to record, update, and post only the good vibes, and completely evasive of the other side. You know, the part where tears, grief, mourning, sadness, depression, and dejection comprise off.  And this is where the Psalmist affirms that it is ok to post, publicly about the not –so good parts of our life. 

In fact, the Psalms (and Lamentations) are filled with tales, narrations and rantings of the dark periods of life. When we think of Psalms, we tend to think of only Praise; however, the Psalmist is far from being only happy. The Psalmist also goes through his dark periods and openly recites, sings it out, and yes, it is recorded for all eternity to be read by all.

Example: Psalm 42 and 43 mentions three times,

“Why am I discouraged” (42:5) 

“Why am I discouraged?” (V 11)

“Why am I discouraged?” (43:5)

And it goes on, but in these passages, the Psalmist records his discouragement, his discontentment, and sadness, to the point of feeling abandoned in Psalm 22,

“Why have you forsaken me?”

A feeling of utter dejection and feeling so distant and discouraged, which is repeated in Matthew 26:46

“Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani” by Christ himself.

Through these biblical narrations, the Psalmist (and Christ) eventually find hope and restoration (redemption), however, their success and Praises are not devoid of the harsh and dark realities of life. And they recorded it, perhaps knowing too well, that in the near future, their readers will also face similar trials, and find comfort in knowing that they are not alone.

The reason I decided to write this is not particularly because I am going through a super dark season of my life; but because my IG post seems to be ONLY filled with sugar-coated Praises (from my fellow believers) and I wanted to add, that in our Praises, may there also be space to affirm that there is sadness and grieving in life, and it is ok to showcase that part as well.

To ask ourselves, why am I so discouraged, why so sad why so downcast, to even utter, My God, why have you forsaken me? It is ok to question, deconstruct and not be Praising all the time.

Good vibes are good, but it is not normal to be happy all the time, and I think that’s ok. 

It is ok, to not be ok all the time .

Painting by Thomas Blackshear "Dance of the Wind and Storm."